Tuesday, January 22, 2013

The Happiness i answered........

happiness, yes it is!!

The one which we are always looking for.
Hit for it or we'll not see it even when it hits us between our eyes.
I felt uneasy: shouldn't i be doing something?something which makes me happy.
A series of thoughts crossed my petite mind: friends who worry about thing that has not yet happened, senseless conversations where you end up confronting each other, my acquaintances who torment themselves because there someone is not doing up to their expectations.

We dream of an ambience where our future was being taken care of, things were of great compassion, friends- with all their lives for us, a loving partner who would understand even slightest change in our cells, and so much more expectations.
We could either condolence our failures or pick up the tiniest lively moments of  lives, sigh of our worst times or grab upon the cheesiest steps from our past.
In pursuit  of happiness, we neglect our present and drill ourselves into the mechanism of futile attempts.

It appeared that happiness could be mine if i found the "right" person, thing, or situation.But in time I discovered these things only gave a temporary feeling of excitement, pleasure or fun. Soon, I turned my attention inward for answers. As i observed my thoughts, feelings, beliefs and choices I realized there was a deeper sense of well being and joy that existed within me and could be covered up or revealed, depending on type of thought or feeling I connected to.

Finally, a statement struct me.............."You are what you believe to be".
So what do i really think or believe?Instead of trying to prove that you're better than you think, just laugh........Laugh at your worries and insecurities.View your anxieties with humour. Some great people have differentiated between PAST-PRESENT-FUTURE, so why to saturate them, just live the present, with believe in yourself that happiness is not something for which i'll linger on to in fact its in me or it is me.
I am content with my world and didn't want it to change it all, even that i am being propelled in that direction.

happiness this way..........

O' Kind and good gracious
the lover of all
the compassionate you are
far way as a star 
i clicked you first
in my mother's eyes
you were so luscious
delightful and wise 
my friends reflected you
as you were all around
this world seemed so brightened
so clear to feel and astound 
the words of my holy being
gave me your sense
his love and warmth
were all your smirks so dense 
O' Happiness you have blanched
all time seems so rusty
where have you gone?
making the whole sigh empty 
but now i know, that
you are no where and still in me
my perseverance was all you
when i believed in me






























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